Current mood:

contemplative

Haley says:
"you sound happier these days"
I had to make her repeat this over the phone incase it had cut out and formed a false sentence, but i was not mistake, but im not fully beliving it, how can i be happier nothing new has come into my life that i wanted, I have a job but its not the one i was hoping for, ive got the will but no power, and im alone as ever. Could i just be so blunt to miss a better then decent life when it smaks me in the face? There seems to be a switch on my vision, hearing, ad sense of the world that filtters out the good and only gives me the negative, this blurry vision is in need od correstion but theres no doctor for this one, only i can cure myself, ha how true that always is, the worst cases of a ruined sense of self, and warped perception carry no over the counter perscription, therapy treatment, or "doctors orders." Only the small voice of reason in your mind can turn of that switch.
Turn of that blinding light, and step into the sunshine.